Where is the money in my chart?
This is the number one question I get asked in readings, and the same one I ask myself everyday.
I decided to tackle the money conversation from a different angle. This time through a lived experiment starting with my only Pisces placement, my sun, Gate 63.5 aka The Gate of Doubt.
Gate 63 sits in the Head Center, which is a pressure center. It generates the initial mental pressure, questioning, and healthy skepticism. The literal source of the Logic Stream in Human Design.
In astrology, my Pisces sun sits at 15°15′, in the 4th house. The 4th is the interior, the foundation, the house you build out from.
So do you understand my life’s conundrum? You take the most dreamy spiritual sign in existence and put it in a structured, foundational house. Then you give it a logical mind, that lives under the constant pressure of doubt? I am fighting for my life on the daily but doubt is not the obstacle to the experiment. Doubt is the instrument.
Now that I have explained our starting point, let’s get back to the money.
Money is an energy that exists everywhere. It’s vibrating through your body as you read these words. Abundance lives in your genetic code, that’s not a mystery, that is code that we are going to decipher. The answer is in our systems and the direction is in our sovereignty.
You already have an economic engine. What you don’t have is a transmission.
The engine is the part you were born with. The transmission is the part you build, and it’s the only thing standing between the power you already have and the road.
The inside and the outside mirror each other, so my assumption is you can grow the inside by building the outside. As above, so below; as within, so without. That’s the Sovereignty System hypothesis we are exploring today.
I’m running this like a middle school science fair project.
For the next 30 days I’ll show you how I’m creating mine. Through daily short-form video on my IG and weekly long form essays like this.
You don’t need money to build a container. You already have one, and systems make it bigger. You don’t need another manifestation technique. Money needs you to be visible. Every influencer, personal brand and celebrity has used visibility as a currency. Those are not titles that I aim to hold but like I mentioned in my other essay: don’t copy the style, copy the system.
Variables: The only thing I’m changing is daily visibility and the only thing I’m watching is what comes back. Everything else stays the same.
As a Generator, my aura is open and enveloping, which makes me a magnet that draws life in. We are not designed to initiate, so that is the main limitation on our data. You cannot run a funnel. You can only run a field.
Three things in particular are what magnetizes money: vision, feelings and momentum. That’s why this experiment isn’t a performance, it’s aura practice.
Most of us have mastered 2 out of 3. We have the vision to see the wealth we want. We know the number, we see the car, we know the address of our dream house. Others understand that the feeling is the secret. Between Neville Goddard’s teachings and the law of vibration, we feel abundance even when our accounts may not reflect the same.
We are misplacing the momentum. Momentum is mass with a direction. What direction do we move in that will align our energy with the wealth we desire. Between jobs we hate and an economic system we were born into, it can sometimes feel like our precious energy is being siphoned. Leaving us to reject the direction that our souls are calling us for fear of the uncertain path. Momentum is the only one of the three that cannot be done in private.
Rejection starts in the mind and then it paralyzes the body, that’s why you’re stuck where you are. Surrender releases the pain of us rejecting ourselves. Surrender clears the path.
So for the next 30 days I am creating my own momentum and doing the one thing that scares me the most. Just like the friction that comes when you move through water. I am swimming through the doubt and backstroking through the questions. I don’t try to fight it. My aim is the shore.
I am calling this month “Surrender September”. There is only one strategy. Release and response.
This practice is the most Pisces thing I can do. Showing up online every day, clearing the channel for wealth. Even typing this is giving me anxiety. This goes beyond vulnerability, this is a thirty day funeral for the man I was before the experiment. This is my baseline. The Parallel You. He’s my control. Two fish, parallel, one of them not changing at all.
I’ll get to the brass tacks. In a chart, money lives in four places.
The Open Head Center. Selling inspiration, and answering the collective’s need for ideas. Roughly seven in ten of us have one.
The Money Circuit. Channel 45–21, the money channel itself, and the two that complete it — 54–32 and 44–26.
The 2nd House. Your worth.
The 8th House. What passes between people.
Four coordinates. That’s the map. Over the next thirty days I’m walking all four in public and reporting what I find.
So where is the money in my chart? I believe it’s on the other side of living its full expression.
I · MONEY COMES AT 3 AM
Money speaks the language of our dreams. It starts in the Pisces playground, the 12th house realm, where Neptune dissolves whatever the material world tried to make solid.
Pisces is two fish swimming parallel to each other in opposite directions. One in the spirit realm, one on the physical plane. That’s the Parallel You, and it isn’t a metaphor. It’s the glyph.
Those of us who are spiritually analytical spend our lives doing two things simultaneously: dreaming and critically thinking. Some days my waking hours feel like an extended visit to the astral plane. Other days it’s a heavy fog, which is what happens when I turn the skepticism inward.
One thing a Pisces is gonna do is escape. So I had to learn the difference between escaping and flowing.
Sleep is my retreat. In true Pisces fashion, my bed has become my primary office and the laboratory for this entire experiment.
Sleep is the well you pull from. No wonder they call it wellness.
Fall asleep with a question. You wake up with the answer.
I use theta brainwaves (4 to 8 Hz) as my sleeping technology. Theta is the liminal frequency. It’s the state everybody’s chasing in meditation and I get there twice a day for free.
My richest downloads arrive in the middle of the night, waking me up around 3 AM. The world is quiet and nothing is competing for the channel.
Imagine a wide open field where everything exists. You’re not manufacturing the idea in there. You’re just picking up what you desire.
The real secret is capture speed. Write it down the second you wake up, before the waking mind sweeps in and rebuilds the room.
Dreams aren’t meant to dissolve. Neptune already does that for free.
Dreams need structure. That’s what writing is for.
How do you make money when you’re the dreamiest dreamer and a super Type B personality?
I dreamed up this entire thirty days, and this thirty days is the thing that’s going to make the money.
When they say follow your dreams, these are the downloads they’re talking about. Wherever you have Neptune or Pisces in your chart is what you came here to master. Mine is my Sun. So making the formless material is the whole assignment.
Trace the dream. Give it a shape. Then go cash it.
II · THE MONEY AXIS: HOW YOU WRITE YOUR WEALTH
Money has a new address.
Traditional money is dead. It died the night the new one was born. August 15, 1971. Sunday night. Washington, DC.
Nixon goes on television on a Sunday night and closes the gold window. One speech, and the dollar stopped being backed by metal and started being backed by hopes and dreams.
Money went formless that night and never came back.
Since then we’ve been living through inflated prices caused by inflated egos.
So money is code now. And to decipher it you have to know where it lives in the sky.
Which brings me back to Pisces.
Pisces is the formless sign. Twelfth house energy, the hidden one. It has two rulers instead of one — Jupiter the old way, Neptune the new way.
And that’s not the only thing doubled up in there. Pisces is the only sign in the zodiac holding both benefics in major dignity. Jupiter rules it. Venus is exalted in it. Exalted just means a planet operating at its highest, and Venus is the planet of value and worth.
Basically, the abundance planet is at home and the money planet is the guest of honor, in the same room. That’s the essential dignities table. Two thousand years old.
So wherever you have Pisces in your chart, two things are happening at once. There’s a calling to dissolve, and there’s Venus shining at her absolute brightest.
That’s the room where the gold is. Not your Venus sign. Your Pisces house.
Now. Value, money and worth are not interchangeable, and here’s why.
Your worth was always in the 2nd. Your fortune was always in the 8th. Nobody moved anything. Most people are just digging in the wrong room.
A house is not a home when it comes to money.
When I went digging for the money in my chart, here’s what I found.
Neptune, Sagittarius 26°53′, second house. The house of worth. Neptune fogs whatever it touches, so my worth is the one thing I can’t see clearly from the inside.
Lilith, Sagittarius 18°10′, second house. Untamed worth. The part of me that refuses to make my value palatable. And my unconscious Sun is sitting right there with her — the sacred salesman, exiled.
Part of Fortune, Gemini 28°, eighth house. Fortune. Not worth. Fortune. In the house of what passes between people.
So the money was never in my second house. My worth is. Those are not the same thing, and that gap is the whole problem, in plain sight, in my own chart, the entire time.
My worth sits in the 2nd, fogged by Neptune, refusing to be made palatable by Lilith. My fortune sits in the 8th, and my 8th is Gemini, which is language.
Nothing crosses from the 2nd to the 8th unless it has been detached from me and turned into a thing that can move.
Writing is what detaches it. That’s the crossing. That’s the friction.
Which is also why I don’t let AI write for me, I only use it to sort and fact check. It forfeits the money and not just the growth. An undetached thought never leaves the second house. You cannot sell what is still attached to you. If you never made the crossing, there’s nothing in the 8th to trade.
So I write.
My eighth house is Gemini. Language. So the crossing is literally words.
I didn’t pick writing. It was the only exit.
And this is my publishing year. I’m 44, which puts me in a 9th house profection year. My North Node is in the 9th. My Moon is in the 9th, in Cancer, in her own sign — which makes her the ruler of this year, sitting in the exact house the year is about.
Three witnesses and a time lord, all pointing at the same thing.
Publish.
III · SPIRITUALLY ANALYTICAL
To make money like a Pisces you have to honor both fish at the same time.
This is not the Gemini twins, two sides of the same mirror. It’s not the Libra scales, always searching to balance each other out. Pisces energy needs the split for integration.
Each fish uses the water’s friction as momentum. Friction was never meant to stop you. It’s what you push against. You keep swimming through the question. That’s how you use the instrument.
Swimming through water is how I’m swimming through reality. You have to stretch the universe to test its elasticity.
This reality is a rubber band.
For the next four weeks, every day is one stretch. From the inside, to make the container bigger, one day at a time.
To deal with the friction I will live by these three assertions that cut through the noise of the online space:
Aura over Authenticity. Authenticity is a performance you rehearse for an audience. Your aura is the un-sanitized frequency that precedes you. Stop performing and let the body transmit.
Magnetism over Manifestation. Manifestation is the ego trying to force the field. Magnetism is a regulated nervous system holding space for what is already yours. We don’t chase, we pull.
Mechanics over Technique. A technique is someone else’s costume. Mechanics are your genetic owner’s manual. I stopped copying their techniques and started tracing my chart.
Money isn’t attracted to your hustle. Money is magnetized to the audacity of a sovereign system.
I never wanted a personal brand. I wanted a system that pays. I want my sovereignty like a fish swimming its own direction.
But we have to get out of survival mode first, by breaking the programmed beliefs that put us there. That’s the last step of deconditioning before you step into your new money identity.
Which is why I’m sharing this instead of giving it.
When you give something away, you no longer have it. When you share it, you both have it.
That’s why a story scales and a possession doesn’t.
You don’t need to be online giving yourself away. You need to be online sharing.
Sharing isn’t generosity. It’s the only exchange where nobody loses anything.
THE REMIX™
All it takes is thirty days of surrender to find yourself on the map.
If you’re a Generator waiting on something real to respond to, this series is for you.
If you’re a Pisces who doesn’t feel abundant, this series is for you.
If you’ve got a money block or a money wound, this series is for you.
This is a live search for treasure. I’m not calling it a challenge. That’s not the energy we’re bringing here.
Challenges require force. Practices build power.
I’m not walking in unprepared, though. I have a Cipher.
THE FRAMEWORK
The theta download. Fall asleep with a question. Write down what comes back before the waking mind rebuilds the room.
The crossing. Your worth sits in the second house. Your fortune sits in the eighth. Writing is what detaches one and moves it to the other.
The practice. Thirty days of release and response. Force makes resistance. Practice makes magnetism.
Money isn’t manifested. It’s magnetized. 🔑
This hit me square in the chest. It came through for me in full body yes. I am so focused on sales right now. Let's fucking go.