Reality’s Already Written

Surrendering to the Frequency of the Higher Self

You are at the precipice of your new timeline but must learn to surrender to the frequency of your higher self.

You are seeing all the synchronicities….

The algorithm is not just reading your mind but speaking to your soul.

Your manifestations are speeding up and your anxiety is slowing down.

You feel like you can taste the future you see so clearly but there is one thing that is blocking you from going all in.

That ONE thing is your old identity.

Mourning of the Old Identity can take YEARS!!

When I died in 2019, I was absolutely not prepared for the second death that occurs after an NDE.

You see, up to that point I was a very successful photographer, director, producer, television host and influencer. I was putting up 6-figure months like it was nothing and this was the life I had always dreamed of — but my soul wanted more.

Your soul always knows what you need, regardless of what you THINK you want.

What you think you want is the first illusion that the soul will destroy. It may sound harsh but destruction and death (of ego) are essential to the rebirth that is calling you.

This rebirth is key to the new frequency you desire but you may not be prepared for all that you have to lose.

During this time your Ego and Nervous System are working overtime to keep you “safe”. The illusion of “safety” is what shrinks the soul that is ready for expansion. The Ego shrinks through comparison. The Nervous System shrinks through comfort.

Both keep you in the loop of the familiar and you remain terrified to enter the void of expansion so you stay at the same job, the same city and in the same relationships.

Your comfort zone is contracting your soul and the smallness of your “wants” are blocking you from the greatness of who you came here to be.

I stayed in this loop from August 2019 - November 2025. That is 6+ years. So you are not alone.

You are the Cause of All Your Suffering

You are hiding and it is keeping you small.

You are giving too much power to external forces because you are too afraid of true self-awareness.

The unknown, hidden and repressed aspects of the mind are shaping your behaviors and your decisions.

This is the shadow at work. This is the shadow in full power.

“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate,”

~ Carl Jung

As someone who was given the gift of a second chance at life, as someone who has visited the spirit realm, the number one thing I have learned is that YOU are the cause of all your suffering.

We give too much power to the external world. This is how we remain conditioned. The secret to life that no one tells you is that all of your power is within.

If you’ve ever read the book, “The Alchemist” you will recall the protagonist, Santiago, had to go on a “Hero’s Journey”. The journey is a metaphor for a spiritual quest (Personal Legend) where the seeker must travel far only to realize the treasure was within reach all along.

You are the Hero. This is your journey. Your power is not outside of you.

I’m here to tell you right now, stop seeking salvation from someone’s else framework, systems or solutions.

The treasure you seek is in the shadow you are avoiding.

Shadow work is not easy, in fact it will be the hardest thing you will ever have to do but if you want to master your frequency at least you know where to start.

Releasing the Resistance

I am not able to free you from the self-imposed shackles, only you can do that but I do want to offer some paradigm shifts that will activate you along this journey. They are:

1. Magnetism > Manifestation

2. Aura > Authenticity

3. Fulfillment > Finances

Magnetism > Manifestation

You are constantly drawing life into you, especially if you are a Generator or MG in Human Design. The opportunities, people and scenarios that you desire are on the way but they will only match the frequency you are putting out.

How do you raise your frequency? Through Identity and Clarity.

When you get crystal clear on the identity of your higher self then life moves into easy mode.

If you continue to desire that which does not match your frequency then the only thing you will attract is the resistance that blocks your manifestations.

You are not manifesting, you are magnetizing.

I repeat this paradigm shift to stress how important clarity of Identity is. The easy way to do this is through the power of “I AM” statements.

For so many years, I had the desire of writing my first book but I didn’t have the identity to match. Then one day it just clicked, my desire to write a book had me so blocked that I could not write a word.

I looked at the blank page, shifted my paradigm and wrote the following:

“I AM a Writer.”

“I AM an Author.”

This was my activation. Sidebar, this was just 5 days ago (January 26th) so I’m fresh to this identity but this is how the magic happens.

The magic is through tapping in the unlimited flow of source. I don’t need to write the book, my book is already written I just need to tap into the proper frequency and the words will flow through my fingers.

Aura > Authenticity

For those 6 years (2019 - 2025), I battled a deep visibility wound that left me shrunken, silent and scared to show up online.

The reason, I was trying to be Authentic.

Authenticity has been a buzz word in the social media and entrepreneurship space for years but I feel like it is just another marketing tactic for the conditioned brain.

Every time I tried to be “Authentic” online, I would think about how to show up. “How should I speak?”, “What should I say?”, “Do I have a fresh hair cut?” and “How many people are going to judge me for posting my thoughts on line?”.

I screamed on the inside just thinking about it.

The act of “Authenticity” soon became an attack on my nervous system because I was overthinking who I thought I was and not surrendering to who I truly am.

It wasn’t until I did two things: 1. Took a deep dive into my Human Design and 2. Fully committed to completing my Shadow Work process.

The first thing you learn in Human Design is your Aura Type. You have 1 of 5 options: Manifestor, Generator, Manifesting Generator, Projector or Reflector.

Learning that I was a Generator finally gave me the language that I had been searching for all along. Generators have an open and enveloping aura that draws life into them. There are a ton of other factors like Authority, Profile, Definition and the list goes on but I finally had something that made me make sense to myself.

I immediately started my deconditioning process and was able to give myself grace during my shadow work process.

For the sake of time, here’s a summary:

Authenticity = Brain

Aura = Mind

The body is the mind.

The mind is your nervous system.

The brain is your processing center.

Get out of your head and into your mind and you will show up online fully embodied.

People look for authenticity but they stay and pay for Aura.

Fulfillment > Finances

Money does not equal fulfillment.

As someone who has made a lot of money in their life I can tell you first hand that a lot of millionaires and billionaires are empty on the inside.

Now I’m not a millionaire or billionaire, YET but I can tell you that the fulfillment I get from creating this new style of content feels like a 7-figure direct deposit every time I post.

Fulfilling work builds trust. Trust builds wealth.

After my NDE, I realized how important it was to change my money paradigm as well.

Getting paid to take pictures did not feed my soul, no matter how big the check.

I needed something that would feed my soul and I found it, or better yet it found me.

We are entering the era of the Esoteric Entrepreneur and I am so excited to be connecting with so many members of my soul tribe.

The old systems are crumbling and people are pivoting trading time for money into being paid to exist.

Sovereignty is the new cool and Inspiration is the new currency. I love it here!

Your Reality is Already Written

As I conclude this essay, I wanted to leave you with my mantra that hopefully answers the question from *krose813

Reality’s Already Written

~ L10 RAW

You master your frequency through surrender. Surrender silences the ego so you can hear the divine voice from source. That voice brings you the clarity of Identity, Intention and Intuition that will leave your fulfilled and free to live the life you came here to live.

I AM a Writer. That is how I wrote this article.

I AM an Author. And my book, just like reality, is already written. I just have to remember it through surrender.

Resistance creates friction, Surrender allows flow.

This is the Frequency of Flow State. 🌊

~ L10 RAW